Untitled.

I am trapped in the middle.

Sincerely I've been waiting for this moment to come since 2 years ago.
Truly I'm glad that it happens.
It's just that I don't know whether I'm strong enough to face it.

Give me strength ya Allah.
I feel like He is helping me, even though it seems otherwise to others.
I'm really grateful that at last He seems to answer my prayers.
Yes, He knows what is the best for me.
But it's not easy to convince others to believe what I'm seeing now.
It's not easy to convince others that I'm making the best decision now.

Last night I had a confusing dream.
It's a voice of me, telling my minds to proceed with what I had planned.
But it's not convincing enough.

I need to do more Istikharah prayer.
I need more convincing signs ya Allah
Help me....